So Heidi and I were just yelling at each other, very loudly. No, it wasn't real, although there was a little of that over the weekend...we don't want to talk about it. Mostly Heidi just wants me to finish my take-home final and start studying for my final tomorrow so we can play tonight, because she is pretty much done with her finals. And then she threw an m&m really hard, really close to my head. It was a peanut m&m too. Those can be painful.
I think I've hit a wall. There is absolutely no motivation left in my being. I have pretty much three more paragraphs to write and I'll be done with the take-home final. Why in the world can't I finish it!? It is just not happening. Well, it will happen before 7 o'clock, because that is the deadline I have made myself. I took a final this morning, HIST 1110. It was ok, I even talked to my cute professor after. I said, "Thank you Dr. (for my own dignity I will keep his name to myself)." Good, right? Tomorrow's test will be hell-ish. I already used up all possible brain capacity on the final paper last week. Isn't that enough!?
Just think...if I just hurry, push and finish this final, and begin the rest of my studying, tomorrow at this time, I will be finished with finals, for a whole year. Wow, that is crazy. But then I remembered that wall that is happening, and all I want to be doing right now is watching movies like Midnight in Paris, New Years Eve, We Bought a Zoo, etc. And watching Friends, with my friends (fun huh?). Ok Kamille. You can do this. Everyone please send positive energy my way, I could definitely use it.
I hope everyone else isn't stuck at this wall, and if you are, I'm glad I am in such good company.