Sunday, August 7, 2011

My Own Thoughts

So, I have this dream. Well I have lots of dreams, both dreams while I'm asleep, and dreams while I'm awake. There are two dreams I can't seem to shake, one of them is noneyobidness, and the other we are going to talk about. Maybe it will help me either move on, or move forward. So, let's precede and talk about it.

Sometimes I wish I was a writer (I'm not sure what kind of writer, there are plenty that would work in this scenario) and lived in California. Like in Hollywood (we know how I love me some celebrity gossip). I would write cool things, know cooler people (cough JB cough cough). I would even go to these nice parties on yachts. And I know exactly what dress I would wear (if you'd like to see it, send me a text and I will send it to you because I have been obsessed for months). And I would be witty, and beautiful, and entertaining, and awesome, and have tons of amazing clothes (you have to when you're part of Hollywood, obviously).

And then I realize this will probably always be a dream, because it's not really the dream I want for myself. I want to spend the next few years finishing school, traveling, finding a job I like, I dunno, maybe marrying a cute boy (gasp!). I know that sounds boring compared to yacht parties in fabulous dresses, but it is what I want, as much as I say I'm not getting married, it could happen. And I know that it will be BETTER than any yacht party with famous people with large egos.

Seriously, text me and I will show you the dress, it is awesome.

Thursday, August 4, 2011

The Heart of Life

Today I almost died.

Semi-truck. Coming into my lane. Forced over to that non-lane on the side of the road next to the cement wall. Heart pounding. Horn honking. Shaking for 15 minutes afterword.

What a productive day. I'm still alive, and my momma is almost all better! WOOHOO!

Monday, August 1, 2011

Smile

Some things I hate:
I hate when Dobby dies, I cry every time...movie or book, it doesn't matter.
I hate when all the Nutella is gone.
I hate when I miss Africa.
I hate when I realize I have very low funds.
I hate when my feet get a little smelly (it happens, get over it)
I hate when I accidentally walk into the Gay Club office.
I hate when I want french fries so badly but I'm too lazy to go get some.
I hate when my dad wakes me up in the middle of the night to tell me he's taking my mommy to the E.R.

Get better Mom!!